so i'm not going to make a habit of updating this journal but one is enough to handle and this one isn't it. that one is at [link] just for you fyi. but i did want to say that even tho it has been minimal, the encouragement that you all have given me and the enjoyment in my poetry has blown me away. i never knew what would come of posting things that mean so much to me. so i want to say thank you. and i did figure out how to delete things so ignore that part in the first entry. once again, thank you all